not today

watched me before you and actually thought i'd feel really sad...cause people were going on about how "selfish" will is...but is he really? honestly feeling quite nonchalant about the whole thing cause love really, really isn't everything.  it's sad i guess, to think that you could give up your whole life for one person just to make them happy, just to see them smile and to think that for once in your life that could just make you enough, it's so lofty and wonderful and makes you all warm and fuzzy inside to even think that or to even believe that 'love could make the world go round', it really doesn't.  for reality hits and stings and maybe rips you all apart but the truth is that there's so much more to this life that we don't quite understand, there's so much that exists outside of love in and of itself and i feel like we don't quite see it sometimes for we always, always, put love first and to think that someone would do the same for you...  it's all so, so romanticised and so much of an ideal that i don't know what to believe in anymore