of your eyes, begonia skies

I miss you so much it hurts and I miss you so much I don't know what to do anymore I don't even dare to tell anyone...it's like every time I see you every time I see that smile it's like I know you but then I don't and I wish I still did but it probably doesn't matter to you anymore at least not the way it still does to me fuck I hate this can this not get any worse