for emma, forever ago (26.02.16)

still so, so, so overwhelmed with feelings from last night and still am in absolute awe as to just how amazing bon iver was — it's an incredible feeling, having your favourite songs being performed live right before your eyes, but when the performance becomes this insane, otherworldly experience and you're all of a sudden and all at once at a complete loss for words trying to reel in every single fragment of a moment, trying to remember every single thought that's run through your mind before it lapses and fades away like every other moment eventually does...this is what i've got for you, thank you, bon iver, your music is everything to me

still alive for you, love

so raw and so real and so beautiful, justin vernon is so, so talented yet it's amazing how he manages to stay so grounded and so humble and can i just add that holocene will always be green pastures and mountain blues and endless skylines of miles miles and miles; towers was one of my first favourites ("from the faun forever gone") my blog title for the longest time; re:stacks — a newfound love i've recently discovered (why have i only started to love this now), blindsided is my whole world & all my melted heartaches, skinny love — so, so, so, chilling a performance that it hit a raw nerve, so much emotional investment so much pain and it unexpectedly takes me back to places i never thought it had the ability to, wolves...'what might've been lost', for emma — my closest friend, "emma isn't a person, emma is a place that you get stuck in, emma is a pain you cannot erase"

your music takes me to places, it's been this way for the longest time — so thank you, for being the constant i never knew i had, thank you for breaking me apart yet simultaneously piecing me back together, thank you for being there for me when no one else was; thank you, thank you, thank you.