clean

thank you Taylor for being a semblance of constancy in this world of perpetual change, and for always reminding me of innocence and a better time.  I think...I think i really miss my teeny bopper days lmao

Clean 
The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months and months of back and forth
You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore
Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm.

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean

There was nothing left to do
And the butterflies turned to dust they covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
I think I am finally clean
Said, I think I am finally clean

10 Months sober, I must admit 
Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it 
10 Months older, I won't give in 
Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it 
The drought was the very worst 
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst 

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Finally clean, think I'm finally clean
Think I'm finally clean