reckless

someone please please please teach me where do i go from here
i feel like i'm trapped in my own whirlwind of thoughts and i just want to undo every single move i've made
i'm kicking myself so hard right now for being so damn impulsive - all of this was self-inflicted and just so, so unnecessary.  what the hell am i even doing now is not the time to get all sentimental and weepy and needy oh my god it's fucking 4 days to A's and here you are being an emotional wreckage
i need strength to see this through
and get my act together
you can't afford to falter now it's been 11 months.  you've been strong for 11 months please keep going